I have written about many things, all of which I believe with my whole heart to be true. And yet, that does not stop me from failing to live up to what I have written, what I believe. I say fix your eyes upon Jesus and then spend so much time thinking about other things, bible things mostly, but not Jesus Christ the person. I say fall on your knees and humble yourself and I forget to repent. I actually think I am a petty good person most of the time. I say to depend on Christ, that without him we can do nothing and then I try to things on my own. I hear God calling me, whispering to me about times to come and I say, “God I cannot do that”, forgetting that it is not I that can do it, but only Christ can. I say to love Him, to make Him your first and only love and then spend more time reading books than with Him. I say do not try to impress a guy, and then try to impress a guy. I say trust God, and then depend on myself. I write many things that I quickly forget. I am like the man who sees himself in the mirror and going away forgets what he looks like. Oh, that God would help me! Truly I am helpless, I am nothing without Him. He is God in heaven, Lord of Lords, King of Kings, He is Holy and I, I am just a sinner in desperate need of His grace. Forgive, me. Forgive me, if I have ever given the impression that I know it all, that I am better than you, or that I follow perfectly the things I say. I do not, my friend. Forgive me.