Oh, but I know the answer, I just struggle to live it. The answer is that how I feel does not necessarily mean anything and allowing the feeling does not mean I sin. If I keep my eyes on Christ and seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, I need not worry about my feelings. I know when my thoughts are impure and when I have let my feelings turn into sin. So, the question really is, when will I get with the program? When will I finally discipline myself so that I allow for my feelings without letting them turn into sin? Pray for me, so that I might end up a conqueror.