After crying for sometime I managed to, with tears, write my prayer in my journal. I prayed that God would comfort me and that he would bless the two of them. Then God showed me that this is how he loves us. Our Heavenly Father loves us so very much and yet so many times we, myself included, turn from Him and forget him completely. Like this man who had forgotten about me, I forget about Christ. Christ is jealous for me, as I was jealous for that man. Christ is grieved, even more so, like I was grieved.
I praise God for the comfort and strength he gave me that day and for the opportunity to share in his sufferings. I longed for that man, but Jesus longs for us that much more! If you have had any experience like the one I had, you understand how much it hurts. I pray that we may seek Jesus with our whole hearts and not cause Him that pain that we may have once felt when we longed for someone who did not love us back. Love Jesus because He loves you.